Bare with me, this will be a depressing post.
He told me he was making plans next weekend and my mood instantly dropped. I hate being away from him, but most of all, I hate that I have no friends. I try so hard to make friends, and keep them. But I just can't, they treat me horribly, and I call them out on it, which ticks them off and they get mad at me and quit talking to me.
I attract the worst people it seems, I hate it. I am so annoyed with 4 of my friends right now. Lets give them names. A. B. C. D.
A. Haven't talked to her in forever, then she randomly messages and is all 'we've gotta hang out tomorrow' I might have been alittle more excited about it if she had of asked me a couple days in advanced, but nope, the day before and when I ask why she throws me a on a guilt trip which annoys me further and I end up telling her I'll let her know later if I can hang out. So I text her asking when she wants to get together. And she doesn't reply! So we didn't hang out, and I won't hear the end of it next time.
B. We hang out a few times then I don't hear from her for weeks. I try to talk to her a couple times and she either doesn't answer, or she just doesn't seem interested in talking to me. Then theres the whole 'I can't trust her' factor. I don't understand her at all. Ugh >.> I could say more but won't.
C. Ignores me, doesn't talk to me, I try to talk and she doesn't say anything. Doesn't ask to hang out anymore, doesn't bother with me at all. And I'm still supposed to give a shit about her.. yeah right.
D. I don't get her either. I ask her what's wrong and she denies anything, and won't tell me anything. So no big deal if you don't want to tell me, but tell me that, don't say it's nothing, just say that you don't want to tell me, I'd be fine with that. But it's almost as if you are lying to me when saying it's nothing, or you don't remember. It annoys me. Ugh.. ugh
I have more to write, but to tired right now.
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Hmmm... If you don't mind I think I'll play psychologist a bit. I think I know what your problem is. The problem seems to be that your friends are assholes. Perhaps a possible solution would be to shove a fresh roll of toilet paper in their mouth the next time they try to talk/lie/manipulate you. I promise you, as a psuedo psyhcologist, that your asshole-friend problem will be gone if you follow my advice.
But when they aren't being complete assholes, they are really great and we have a lot of fun together. But I suppose your right, things aren't going to get any better like this.